I feel at times I don't want to try
at times I feel as if I am waiting to die waiting to die from all this suffering deep inside In this dark pit that I lay I wonder if towards me you turn your eye I wonder if you see me as within I die do you know my pain do you see me slowly going insane going insane from all this pain and shame The guilt and years wasted in regret deep within do you see my soul fret do you see me as I lay in this pit that grows so dark can you see me as my soul dies and grows stark Deep within I know you sit and watch me as I lay here as I lay here I know you see my regret and fears from all the shameful and wasted years In your quietness I hear you whisper to me your voice opens up my soul and helps to me see you help me to see that these feelings don't have to be These feelings can be washed away by you my soul longs to be renewed of the past I once lived and knew Renew my soul and make me new Help me to be set free and to cling to you Help me savior to make it through help to make it through and be made new |
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